I'm finally hopeful
for once in my life
I believe we can make it
with no pain and no strife
I want so very much
for you to be here with me
It seems so long ago
that it was us or we
I miss that sparkle in your eye
and the smile on your face
but more than any other
I miss the love in your embrace
I know that we can try again
we can make a whole new start
I'll hold onto your love
and make sure we never part
Because like no other in my life
I love you with all my heart
I'll never let you go again
we can make a brand new start
more than a memory a prayer by lilgayshortie89, literature
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more than a memory a prayer
Dear God
Please just let him come back
Im so broken
And alone.
I need him
I dont think i can handle
being without him
I lost.
But if you cant give him back
Give me the strength to move on
And forgive him
For all the pain
he caused me.
Amen
why the fuck can i date who i want
why do you always get mad whenever i wanna be happy
why am i a bitch just because i wanna be with that one guy who always made me happy
yeah i love brandon but god damn you dont have to be a bitch just be cause i wanna be with him again... yeah im dating him bitch i forgot to tell you.... you tokd me never to date him again but fucking guess what i am.........
he makes me happy
and if u dont want me to fucking happy
then you know what you can just kiss my fucking ass
..... your one of best friends but your being to god damn controlling and i cant take it anymore
its becoming to be worse everyday
Tie me up
throw me down
kick my body
all around
punch me here
scratch me there
cut me up
everywhere
fill my void
bruise my soul
denial of
your self-control
bloody hands
broken feet
shadows of
what lies beneath
a soul so tired
body so used
this is how you love me
so abused
I apologies for what I'm about to do.
But I just can't live this life anymore.
Don't be upset for the decision I made.
There's nothing you could of done anyway.
To all the people I held so dear.
Let your eyes be dry, you weren't the cause.
I love you all, each and everyone.
You will never be forgotten because a part of you is
inside me.
With the fresh flowers slowly starting to die.
Representing me when I was alive.
Let the Heavens rejoice, a new angel has arrived.
Making it rain when my body joins the rest of the grave.
I don't want to feel any pain when I depart.
So I'll just point a gun to my head.
All my thoughts rushing l
heart break equals sucide by lilgayshortie89, literature
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heart break equals sucide
Please kill me now
You know you don't love me
So why do u keep me
In your grip
My wrists are done
Bleeding over you
My eyes are all teared out
I'm done caring about you
When you don't even notice me
I thought it was love
I thought It was something at least
You could have told me it was over
You could have given me a sign
But I guess love sucks like that sometimes
You scared me,
You said it was time to say goodbye,
You broke my heart,
You thought about sucide,
You made me cry,
Countless of times,
But I think you know truely and deeply I'll always b there for you,
Because truth is,
I think your the one,
But you ehded up with a girl i truely hate,
I cried over you for days in and days out,
You snapped my heart in two,
You should of chosen me,
No pain with me,
All honesty and loyalty,
No thoughts about sucide if your with me,
No losigng me,
Only now I'm stuck in this rut,
Just friends now,
And forever,
Sorry about the pain she caused you and will always give you.
I'm falling faster than ever before. I scream your name as my heart breaks once more.
Do you even notice my pain? I'm dying right in front of your eyes and its you that takes the blame.
All I've been doing is giving you what you need. I've been waiting for your love, I'm still waiting even when my soul bleeds
I can't loose you, not yet. I wish there were no mistakes, no regrets.
But I have so many that led you to this.
Now I pay the price, so much pain that seems to be endless.
It hurts so bad when you don't choose me. Even worse when you believe someone else can make you happy.
We've been through so much Why would you throw all that a
why did u have to leave
why did u have to go
all i wanted to do is to be with you
you were all i wanted
n now ur gone
my soul is empty
because ur gone
all i wanna do is to end this misery
take a knife
n end my life
u were all i wanted n now ur gone
now all i have is an empty soul
why is this happening? by lilgayshortie89, literature
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why is this happening?
you act like i dont exist
you act like u dont care
was this really meant
to be
or am i just another joke
you act u dont wanna be with me
so should i face the facts
and move on without u
i wish u would just care
i wish u knew i existed n everything would b alright
i just want u to know i love you
n whatever choice u make
nothing will change the way i feel about u baby
just remember ill always care.......
why did he take u away by lilgayshortie89, literature
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why did he take u away
you were so young
when he took your life
you had a whole life ahead of u
you were so beautiful
gentle n kind
youll be iin my heart forever
as my little princess
R.I.P Breanna "Beanie" Nicole Poling
why is this happening by lilgayshortie89, literature
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why is this happening
why is this happening
why are they trying to take you away
all i wanna do is hold u in my arms
when i found out u were fading away
i wanted to be their so bad
but i knew i couldnt because you leave so far away
i love you baby and i cant loose or let u go
baby youve had my heart
since da first time we talked
youve had my heart
since october 12 2007
you won my heart over
with the sweet little things you say to me
baby girl you have my heart
and you will have it till death do us part
i love you baby girl
Why does he try and hide it
Knowing I can see inside it
He hurted me once
I hurted him twice
But now I'm trying to be nice
I'm trying not to feel the hurt inside me
Because his other girl is beside me
I thought I can trust her to be my friend
But now I'm just hurt again
I'm falling faster than ever before. I scream your name as my heart breaks once more.
Do you even notice my pain? I'm dying right in front of your eyes and its you that takes the blame.
All I've been doing is giving you what you need. I've been waiting for your love, I'm still waiting even when my soul bleeds
I can't loose you, not yet. I wish there were no mistakes, no regrets.
But I have so many that led you to this.
Now I pay the price, so much pain that seems to be endless.
It hurts so bad when you don't choose me. Even worse when you believe someone else can make you happy.
We've been through so much Why would you throw all that a
You scared me,
You said it was time to say goodbye,
You broke my heart,
You thought about sucide,
You made me cry,
Countless of times,
But I think you know truely and deeply I'll always b there for you,
Because truth is,
I think your the one,
But you ehded up with a girl i truely hate,
I cried over you for days in and days out,
You snapped my heart in two,
You should of chosen me,
No pain with me,
All honesty and loyalty,
No thoughts about sucide if your with me,
No losigng me,
Only now I'm stuck in this rut,
Just friends now,
And forever,
Sorry about the pain she caused you and will always give you.
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hey guys i havent updated in awhile so whats up? anywayz theres alot of drama going on right now at school i swear on my grandmas grave if anyone hitz molly pocket i will kill them or if they hit destiney i will fuck there face up no one fucks with my bestie and my lil sis thats all for now....
today i had interview with the admissions consoulor with job corps im finally gunna make something with my life..... my boyfriend is being very supportive of me which is really nice well im running of time so ill update again tonight ily my fellow deviants.....
lil 3mo princ3ss
i was just siting in office management thinking about me and brandon how i just realize how much i love him and i want us to be together forever and i want us to start a family together............. why do i have to be such a fuck up and ruin the best thing that has ever happened... he was there for me whenever no one else was.... he is always there for me to cry on his shoulder i know he will always treat me right god damn i want him back.... well my fellow deviants i need advice let me know what you think i should do.....
lil 3mo princ3ss